Someone just suggested that I may be gaslighting myself. I was rather taken aback by that as I consider myself rather introspective and honest with myself.  This begs the question, “How would I know if I’m gaslighting myself?”  How would I even know if I was being gaslighted? By the very definition of gaslighting the purse the person being gaslighted doesn’t know they’re being gaslighted, otherwise it wouldn’t be gaslighting. Certainly we all have delusions, but delusions seem like they would be more easily uncovered or verified as delusions. whereas gaslighting, on the other hand, is a self deception that might be harder to verify or challenge.

I have no clue.  I’ll do some digging.

https://www.menshealth.com/health/a43189392/gaslighting-yourself/